Will you Wonder?

when i get there i will know. i am split between the worlds. there is a sign on a wall. it says , Will you Wonder?
my spirit is crying.
in my thoughts i have heard voices in the midst. i often meditate in this strange realm of my mind, it contains so many people. who are these people who keep existing in my mind?.. i know there are two i can follow.
either i am a schizophrenic
or i am truly spiritual.
i am healer. i have a touch,,
i am split once again.
i feel you Blue Lady. i feel your presence.
the Blue Lady says. If you listen you will know..........