Wednesday, March 19, 2008

what can i do

while i was on vacation, i was shopping in a crystals and rock store. i had these two beautiful quartz crystal pieces in my hand, trying to decide which one i was going to buy. these pieces of quartz had some incredible energy. so, i wanted to know if they came from the same crystal mine. there were two sales ladies were in the store, i walked right up to this particular lady and asked her about the crystals, explaining to her my dilemma, which one to buy.

i explained to the lady i knew to come to her because i had recently had an attunement to

reiki 1 and i could pick up on her energy. she lookes at me and said" i am a Reiki Master and said usually i protect my energy a little better than that." i told her, then i will just take both crystals........................ we take them to the checkout and the lady that was helping me told the other cashier i gave her chills. i deeply apologized, i didnt understand why i would give her chills

so, i ponder

did i sense her energies?


yet, another episode happened to me
i was with robert's mother, and i realized during her visit in november, i had made her miserable. i didnt mean too, really??? she had brought a strange man to stay in my house and went into 100% madness. i was mean and hateful, i was unhappy. my mother in law vowed she would get a hotel room from now on, for future visits.
i could feel Zule, he seemed to be very smug, it was to enjoyable for him.
Zule seems to be around alot, lately...... i need my doctor, but it doesnt look i am going to get to go this month,,, that sucks bad for me...........

Thursday, March 13, 2008

The Sun Rose

we went to florida for the phoenix's birthday. and he watched the sun come up for his first birthday. it was amazing watching the sun rise from the ocean's horizon, the smell of the salt air, the waves rolling in and out and simply remembering my son's birth. it was truely spiritual. it was amazing and the phoenix is blessed by the gods. he has walked in sand, felt the ocean, and picked up his favorite shells.
i was guided by the BLUe LaDy to do this, have my son blessed. the phoenix is a Pisces after all........

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Just one more Voice Reiki 1

i had my attunement for reiki 1 on friday. it was really incredible. i could really feel the energy running through my body. i was a tad bit skeptical because of getting an atunement from a distance. i guess you would call it a distant attunement. but it works. i could only imagine what an attunement from a reiki master in person would be like.
i have continued my meditation and studies with Reiki 1. i have to go through a 21 day type spiritual cleansing. and then i will continue with Reiki 2. its a good thing i am going on vacation, it will make the time pass.
last night i started my meditation, but the little phoenix decided to make a fuss, so i went and rubbed his back until he went back to sleep. then i was able to get focused on meditation. i was trying to get my reiki energy flowing and i felt some blockages. i grabbed my Crystal Rena and that seemed to work. The Blue Lady came to me and told me to put Rena back on the table. i could really finally feel the Reiki energy flowing through me. i was in a deep meditation, i could feel a presense, i kept waiting for his name to come to me. i kept looking, through my deep consciouness to show me his name, but instead i get. ANOTHER VOICE, his voice was japanese. my name is TAI DEE O. i ask the Blue Lady if this is true. the Blue Lady
says "Yes Child" he will be assisting you with youR ability to protect yourself from harmful energy.
oh?
"yes Child" says TAI DEE O. Yellow soothing energy i will keep you bathed in, protection you shall have.
oh?
you call me child too?
"yes Child"