A Spiritual Lesson by Shelly StarZZ

i have returned from another vacation. i did Not feel good about this trip at all......... i felt it down to my bones. i did not know what it could be, Finally I heard the whispers,,, "Do Not be Gone Long Child"says The Blue Lady...... But, i have no choice, my husband had made plans to visit North Carolina. and had told my family we were coming, to many hearts would be broken if i canceled.

the drive to Atlanta was one of the best drives i have ever experienced. we went through Cincinnati around 10pm, it was one of the most amazing cities i have ever seen in the night. Cincinnati looks like a city floating in the sky at night, it was an awesome site. we made our way to Atlanta where my husband's family lives. i thought i would be a nervous wreck around them, but i was fine, valium is a god send for me sometimes. it just bumps that edge off from being around people, especially my husband's family. it has been 9 years and a Phoenix later and i still dont feel comfortable around them.

the hotel in atlanta was very nice. we had a full kitchen and all the fun stuff. i was even able to work on a couple of my projects here and there.
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in the back of the hotel was the beautiful pond. we took Phoenix for a walk around the pond everyday. i enjoyed the solitude of the hotel room in the afternoon, Phoenix would take a nap, and it was just silent. the silence is sometimes my favorite sound.
i found myself getting sad, our visit in Atlanta ended...
we were back on the road again, and on our way to North Carolina. as i got closer to Home, i found myself getting excited, maybe just to see my Boys..... who in the world knows

we made it to my mother's house. and the Phoenix went full throttle. my mother has things everywhere in her house for the Phoenix to get into, and Believe me when i tell you, he lives up to his given name to the tee. Amazing, he was so curious about every little item in the house. even the poor little cockatiels . Phoenix not fearing anything reached his hands up to the cage and grabbed the cockatiel by the tail and started pulling at his feathers. my jaw dropped......
Phoenix really enjoyed the strawberry patch. his granny took him to her strawberry patch and let him do whatever he wanted. when she brought him inside, Phoenix was covered from head to toe with strawberry stained hands and face,,,,, His clothes, Oh His clothes, Simple GREEN got the stains out. amazing

I could feel my parents feeling a little edgy about being around Phoenix. I felt it very strongly, he is just a curious little guy. and Phoenix lets you know Loudly when he is unhappy, he is awesome.

from that point on it just felt like everything was going South....

my poor sweet cody chamara............... it was bitter sweet but he came back home to me....
my son is a bit different than most people, and people have known it since he was a small child.
and being different sometimes freightens people.
People fear What They Do not Understand.....
i have heard that phrase since beginning of time



he was coming home to me anyway, but his step mother could not get rid of him fast enough, the Step Mother and all her wickedness couldnt wait 8 days until both of my boys were coming up to columbus ohio anyway........ NOPE, she wanted him out while i was in north carolina. the Step Mother called my son WEIRDO and Freak over and over, and he could not take it any more. the Torture was so Bad My Son Gave up his 8th grade concert, his 8th grade graduation, he didnt even get a chance to say good bye to any of his friends..

the saddness i feel for my cody chamara could not fill a thousand holes

All this drama is unfolding at my mother's. usually my mother's home is so serene...... i did not wish to bring such negative energy in her Home. i reminded her to sage the house it was that wild.......

finally we are packed and ready to come home, packing the car was not easy, we drove the suzuki for good gas mileage, not much room in that car. but managed.......

it is a long drive home, i think i hate that drive the most ever.... newbern to columbus,,,,
we get almost home, and my husband gets another speeding ticket...
thank god i think to myself, i am medicated, because our was ....................

finally we are coming home, we pulled up to our house... and my friend and next door neighbor
SANDY,
Her House had Burned Down...... Bless her heart, the gods and angels were with her that evening the house caught fire. you see, she is sandy, my friend that is a quadriplegic was alone in her house in the bed, she couldnt move. thank god she has a life alert button. i was told the firefighters arrived in seven minutes, and had her out of her burning home... save and sound

i went to visit her today, Sandy is staying in a nice wheel chair accessible hotel. but the poor thing doesnt have a wheelchair. it was destroyed in the fire........ i wish the insurance people would hurry,

i feel so guilty about leaving for so long for a vacation that i really didnt want to
go on..... i remember hearing it over and over...... Do Not Be Gone Long Child......

Sandy will rebuild her home, and once again i will have a friend next door again........

life gives us moments when omens and prophecies are jabbing us right in our minds and spirits. why did i choose to ignore the warning signs??????? i knew it was coming, "THe Blue LADY"
came right to me with her whispers. my spirituality grows stronger everyday...... i learn spiritual lessons everyday......... i dont know if scored to high on that spiritual lesson.... or maybe i did... i just need to listen to The Blue Lady, which i did........ even though i was given the whispers, the omens, there was nothing i could do. my son was in need of his mother and i was there for him, but i was fairly warned with what was to come. i could not change what was to be................