another turn of the wheel

it has been a while since i have been here, today i decided to return to my eternally split mind. KNock, KNock on my door, says the Blue Lady,
I gotta get outta here
the one that you are looking for, you are not going to find her here
The Blue Lady Speaks to Me
i realize that the end of summer is drawing near...
I gotta get out of here.

why is this happening to my younglin's i ask her?
you have the strongest of younglin's.
why want my Phoenix speak to me,
he has child, says the blue lady, in many different ways.
he will communicate with you in time...

my oldest is not a younglin anymore, but so strong,
he is being tested now, sadly life gives us happiness, and love, and growing bonds that can not be broken, then they are snapped beyond reason testing our strength a little to soon.. even though love is ever lasting, the human touch and voice always disappears, only to return in the next life.. i pray i can give him enough strength


KNock, KNock on my door, says the Blue Lady,
I gotta get outta here
the one that you are looking for, you are not going to find her here..

the wheel turns and turns again.

may the gods give my second younglin strength.
i do not know if he knows what's happening around him
if he can see through the darkness of what reality has chosen for him.
protect him i must..

KNock, KNock on my door, says the Blue Lady,
I gotta get outta here
the one that you are looking for, you are not going find her here..

i want to return close to the water.
i want to get out of here.
before another turn of the wheel occurs,
i do not know if i will make it out of here.

in her i know, i am one

those flowers are blooming and my smile has returned

the winter in columbus was very difficult on me and spirit. it was so gray during the winter months.
maybe we will move south soon,, i have dreams and wishes of being back in the sun during the winter months. we draw so much energy from the sun's powerful rays, but when the sky is always gray, its hard to get that feeling of yellow, warmth, and the love of the sun.
now, that summer has arrived, my fairy garden is in a crazy bloom.. the petunias flowers are simply a work of art i must say.
i used alot of REiki energy in the growth and love of my fairy garden.. and believe it or not, my petunia's came back from last year. the little beauties simply seeded themselves. i barely bought any flowers this year, i will post some pics of my master pieces soon........ it just hasnt gotten that hot in columbus yet...
my elephant ears are growing jumbo too, they are such happy little plants..


i went to see sandy last week, she seems to be happy, and i wish the world could have seen how happy the flower baskets made her.
she smiled from ear to ear.......
amazing how that filled my heart...

i dont know where my spirit goes sometimes, it dwifts away and leaves me over and over.
to the land of faire
i am
half the sun
half the moon
i go for a walk
i want to go to church
but not to stay
what would i do there?
i had a talk with jesus once?
he made me get off me knees..
he said i did not need to kneel.
heaven is so far away

i have come to talk with you again,
and the vision still remain.
restless dreams i keep having
recurring dreams,, recurring dreams
the snake will not leave my dreams.

the moon is beautiful this evening.
as i write it gazes at me through the window.
i was wondering why i was shaking with energy.
beautiful it is

i was just wishing i was back home on atlantic beach north carolina, with my friends and my old world, that feels like never never land......

soon i will be free

in her i know i am one

gnomes, seroquel and snakes

i dont know where my mind is lately. i happen to purchase a traffic exchange, so, if you need some traffic to your website stop by http://www.HitGnome.com/signup.php?1000
i love that damn gnome... it is so funny because i swear i used to have this gnome that lived with me, i dont know how many times my husband's zippo lighter would just simply vanish into thin air.
one evening we destroyed our living room looking for this zippo lighter. we even turned the furniture upside down looking for this darn lighter. well, we managed to get our living room back together piece by piece. But no zippo lighter....... well, hours later low and behold what is laying at my husband's feet..... the freaking zippo!!!!! DAmn Gnomes, is what my husband always said..
when i stumbled onto hitgnome being for sale, i simply could not resist...... it surely has consumed me. but i love it.

my friend sandy has moved to an apartment now. i should be ashamed of myself for not going to see her more often, but i have been terribly sick. and i could not be responsible for getting her sick... i have made her some beautiful flower baskets out of the flowers that were left behind after the fire next door. i am planning on going by next week and bringing her flowers to her, that should make her happy.......

i still know know where my mind has been lately, my sister called me the other day, and dont know why i havent returned her call yet...... i guess either i have been so sick, and didnt care, or i just simply didnt feel like talking......... who knows with all this craziness in my mind........

i know one day this week i ran out of my seroquel,, oh the dreams came back just as vivid has ever....... i dreamed about my baby getting swallowed by a snake,,,,,, i dream alot about snakes..... believe me,,,, i wish the snake dreams would stop....... maybe i am being swallowed up by the world, i dont know...........

in her i know i am one

Reiki , Witchcraft and Energy

Good day my friends. today the Blue Lady has given me and incredible reality....
yesterday happened to be a Full Moon . i was planning to do a special spell cast for a friend that sought me out from www.experienceproject.com . . believe it or not, i pondered doing the spell for a month.... after many growing lessons of witchcraft, i have learned to only use my energy for the greater good...... i have grown so deeply spiritual with my energy through the soothing energy of reiki. before i was attuned to reiki, i could barely tolerate being around people... anywhere from walmart to a christmas party, i felt the energy of every single person i came near.. it felt like electric shocks jolting me wherever i went.......

finally, Reiki has came into my life. i am attuned to usui reiki, but, usui reiki energy is like a quiet little bunny in a spring field, it has a nice soothing energy, but it just wasnt powerful enough for my high level of energy.. finally after being attuned to the akashic records, fusion reiki, blue star celestial reiki..... i stumbled upon kundalini reiki......... WOWZAa
kundalini is a powerhouse of energy and perfect for me, my energy....... my kundalini energy is amazing..... i can actually feel the energy turn on in the base of my spine. Amazing!!
with the ability of withcraft and the power of reiki , the 2 have become one with me.......
i have learned that with the power of the moon, you can actually store your energy within the moon and basically broadcast REiki energy to your recipent..... this is a far more powerful method of healing and attunement. this can best be done during the full moon........ although i have just became attuned to this through the Blue LADy........

whenever the moon is full call on me for a healing loving spiritual energy attunement.....
this attunement will bring us closer to our spiritual energy that dwells within us.
the name of this attunement will be named Blue Lady Reiki...........
there are no symbols to learn with this form of reiki. this healing energy is drawn down from the energy of all things and is magnified 10 fold on the night of the full moon.. this energy attunement will be an energy source for all to tap into, but a must have for reiki healers and witches. can you imagine all the possibilities with this energy source?

are you ready to tap into this energy source? the moon has been gazed upon since the beginning of time, imagine it??????? get your Blue lady REiki attunement today......