another turn of the wheel

it has been a while since i have been here, today i decided to return to my eternally split mind. KNock, KNock on my door, says the Blue Lady,
I gotta get outta here
the one that you are looking for, you are not going to find her here
The Blue Lady Speaks to Me
i realize that the end of summer is drawing near...
I gotta get out of here.

why is this happening to my younglin's i ask her?
you have the strongest of younglin's.
why want my Phoenix speak to me,
he has child, says the blue lady, in many different ways.
he will communicate with you in time...

my oldest is not a younglin anymore, but so strong,
he is being tested now, sadly life gives us happiness, and love, and growing bonds that can not be broken, then they are snapped beyond reason testing our strength a little to soon.. even though love is ever lasting, the human touch and voice always disappears, only to return in the next life.. i pray i can give him enough strength


KNock, KNock on my door, says the Blue Lady,
I gotta get outta here
the one that you are looking for, you are not going to find her here..

the wheel turns and turns again.

may the gods give my second younglin strength.
i do not know if he knows what's happening around him
if he can see through the darkness of what reality has chosen for him.
protect him i must..

KNock, KNock on my door, says the Blue Lady,
I gotta get outta here
the one that you are looking for, you are not going find her here..

i want to return close to the water.
i want to get out of here.
before another turn of the wheel occurs,
i do not know if i will make it out of here.

in her i know, i am one