Friday, July 11, 2008

those flowers are blooming and my smile has returned

the winter in columbus was very difficult on me and spirit. it was so gray during the winter months.
maybe we will move south soon,, i have dreams and wishes of being back in the sun during the winter months. we draw so much energy from the sun's powerful rays, but when the sky is always gray, its hard to get that feeling of yellow, warmth, and the love of the sun.
now, that summer has arrived, my fairy garden is in a crazy bloom.. the petunias flowers are simply a work of art i must say.
i used alot of REiki energy in the growth and love of my fairy garden.. and believe it or not, my petunia's came back from last year. the little beauties simply seeded themselves. i barely bought any flowers this year, i will post some pics of my master pieces soon........ it just hasnt gotten that hot in columbus yet...
my elephant ears are growing jumbo too, they are such happy little plants..


i went to see sandy last week, she seems to be happy, and i wish the world could have seen how happy the flower baskets made her.
she smiled from ear to ear.......
amazing how that filled my heart...

i dont know where my spirit goes sometimes, it dwifts away and leaves me over and over.
to the land of faire
i am
half the sun
half the moon
i go for a walk
i want to go to church
but not to stay
what would i do there?
i had a talk with jesus once?
he made me get off me knees..
he said i did not need to kneel.
heaven is so far away

i have come to talk with you again,
and the vision still remain.
restless dreams i keep having
recurring dreams,, recurring dreams
the snake will not leave my dreams.

the moon is beautiful this evening.
as i write it gazes at me through the window.
i was wondering why i was shaking with energy.
beautiful it is

i was just wishing i was back home on atlantic beach north carolina, with my friends and my old world, that feels like never never land......

soon i will be free

in her i know i am one